You can never force yourself to stop loving a person. Can never force yourself to let go of everything you both shared. Can never force yourself to forget, and can never force this person out of your life. Just because it hurts to see no emotion from them, does Not mean you can force yourself to be content the same way this person is.
And you most definitely can never allow yourself to have a reason to be
upset with God.
NotetoSelf: You’re only human. You’ve built walls because you’ve been hurt. And you’re still hurting. But you need to find reasons to believe that Love doesn’t just bring
pain and disappointments. When you stop expecting, you’ll stop being disappointed. It’s simple. You won’t have any reason to cry your heart out anymore.
One day, when you find reasons to believe and trust in Fate that someone Else out there can treat you like you’re worth Something, it’s up to nobody but YOU to decide if you want to allow this person access to this million-piece heart of yours. By this time, you’ll be Independent. You’ll love only Yourself first. Everything you hoped to be and more. But once you’re ready to allow this person into your life, and allow this person to break down this wall of yours, you’ll be ready for Love again.
Until then, please try. Pray for patience and strength every single day.This person has only walked into your life to teach you a lesson. and it was this persons decision to walk right out. Please allow yourself to accept and let go.
“A trillion and 7 souls in this world. And people tend to waste time stressing over just 1.”